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    February 25

    citazione

     
    ...capisco com è sentirsi piccoli, insignificanti quant è umanamente possibile...e quanto può far male, in punti che nemmeno sapevi di avere dentro di te. Non importa quante volte cambi taglio di capelli, in quante palestre ti iscrivi o quanti bicchieri di Chardonnay bevi con le amiche...vai lo stesso a dormire ogni sera, riesaminando ogni dettaglio...e chiedendoti dove hai sbagliato, come hai fatto a non capire e come diavolo hai potuto pensare di essere tanto felice in quel momento. Ti capita anche di convincerti che lui capirà cosa ha perso e busserà alla tua porta...E dopo tutto questo, per quanto a lungo la storia possa durare, vai in un posto lontano e conosci persone che ti fanno sentire di nuovo viva e finalmente i pezzettini della tua anima si rimettono insieme. E tutta quella confusione, tutti gli anni della tua vita che hai sprecato...alla fine come per incanto...svaniscono...
    February 11

    il Cuore del Problema...

     
    I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear
    But I knew that it would come
    An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone
    She said you found someone
    And I thought of all the bad luck,
    And all the struggles we went through
    How I lost me and you lost you
    What are these voices outside love's open door
    Make us throw off our contentment
    And beg for something more?

    I've been learning to live without you now
    But I miss you sometimes
    The more I know, the less I understand
    All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again
    I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
    But my will gets weak
    And my thoughts seem to scatter
    But I think it's about forgiveness
    Forgiveness
    Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

    These times are so uncertain
    There's a yearning undefined
    And people filled with rage
    We all need a little tenderness
    How can love survive in such a graceless age
    And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness
    They're the very things we kill, I guess
    Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
    And the work they put between us,
    You know it doesn't keep us warm

    I've been trying to live without you now
    But I miss you, baby
    The more I know, the less I understand
    And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
    I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
    But my will gets weak
    And my heart is so shattered
    But I think it's about forgiveness
    Forgiveness
    Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

    All the people in your life who've come and gone
    They let you down, you know they hurt your pride
    Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
    You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside

    I wanna be happily everafter
    And my heart is so shattered
    But I know it's about forgiveness
    Forgiveness
    Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

    I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
    Because the flesh will get weak
    And the ashes will scatter
    So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
    Forgiveness
    Even if you don't love me anymore
    Even if you don't love me anymore

    January 23

    Sell me love...

     
    Sell me candy like it’s summer when it’s melting in my hands
    I know you’re around like the ice cream man
    I can hear you calling, whisper something in my ear
    You seem like sugar, tell me what I wanna hear
    I’m weak by your touch and when it’s melting on my lips
    I run through my body when you lick my fingertips
    You’re selling me a fantasy that I want to explore
    It sounds so good it’s got me rockin’ through the core

    Talk to me
    Take care of my dreams
    All I need
    Is you beside me
    It’s destiny
    Just let it be
    If words can speak
    Then baby tell it to me

    Sell me candy, Sell me love, Sell me hope, Sell me doves
    What’s the charge? What’s the cost?
    (I’m the daddy)… you the boss. 

    You could be a professional, boy you make a sale
    I try to resist but every time I fail
    The one temptation that I gotta endure
    The running through my body now you’re knocking at my door
    A thin little kiss and your call is really sweet
    But the shawty that you’re rockin is nothing like me
    You’re selling me a fantasy that I want to explore
    It sounds so good it’s got me rockin through the core (you know…)

    Talk to me
    Take care of my dreams
    All I need
    Is you beside me
    It’s destiny
    Just let it be
    If words can speak
    Then baby tell it to me 

    Sell me candy, Sell me love, Sell me hope, Sell me doves
    What’s the charge? What’s the cost?
    [I’m the daddy]… you the boss.

    I wanna play… more than you know
    So don’t you leave… and don’t you go
    I want it all… until time falls
    His arms… I want to roam
    I want to love… give him my trust
    I want to live… for both of us
    I want to breathe you… lay on your shoulder
    I want to warm you… when nights get colder
    I want love… love… love
    I want love… love… love 

    Talk to me
    Take care of my dreams
    All I need
    Is you beside me
    It’s destiny
    Just let it be
    If words can speak
    Then baby sell it to me

    Sell me candy, Sell me love, Sell me hope, Sell me doves
    What’s the charge? What’s the cost?
    (I’m the daddy)… you the boss

    January 17

    Victims of Love

     
     
    In the beginning
    I tried to warn you
    You play with fire
    It’s gonna burn you
    And here we are now
    Same situation
    You never listen
    I never listen

    Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
    It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
    Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away

    Everybody’s hurt somebody before
    Everybody’s been wound by somebody before
    You can change, but you’ll always come back for more
    It’s a game and we're all just victims of love
    Don’t try to fight it
    Victims of love
    You can’t decide it
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh

    Now you’re back
    Track you're running away
    Cause it just happened again
    And you just wanted to win
    Trying your best not to let yourself go cold, so cold
    Now you’ve figured out the things you thought you wanted to say
    But when you open up your mouth they don't come out that way
    Are you really gonna throw your heart away, away, away

    Everybody’s hurt somebody before
    Everybody’s been wound by somebody before
    You can change, but you’ll always come back for more
    It’s a game and we're all just victims of love
    Don’t try to fight it
    Victims of love
    You can’t decide it
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh
    Victims of love

    In the beginning
    I tried to warn you
    You play with fire
    It's gonna burn you
    And here we are now
    Same situation
    You never listen...
    I never listen

    Everybody’s hurt somebody before
    Everybody’s been wound by somebody before
    You can change but you’ll always come back for more
    It’s a game and we're all just victims of love
    Everybody’s hurt somebody before
    Everybody’s been hurt by somebody before
    You can change, but you’ll always come back for more
    It’s a game and we're all just victims of love

    Don’t try to fight it
    Victims of love
    You can’t decide it
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh
    Victims of love
    Oh eoh oh oh oh
    Victims of love
    January 09

    la Ragazza Consapevole...

    Un nuovo capitolo della saga della Ragazza Felice...che in questi anni di alti e bassi è divenuta Consapevole.
    Sicuramente non vedevate l'ora di leggere un bell'intervento di seghe mentali di una matta che si riferisce a sè in terza persona...ma questo è il mio blog  per cui vi tocca!!!
    Dicevamo, la Ragazza Consapevole...sapeva fin dall'inizio di essere diversa, da tutto e tutti, di esprimersi con un linguaggio che poco aveva a che fare con il mondo che da sempre vedeva dall'esterno, da cui non si era mai fatta travolgere, ma questo non l'ha mai fermata. Perchè non ci si può vedere attraverso gli occhi degli altri, continuava a ripetersi...
    Fino a quel giorno, in cui tutto il suo castello di certezze venne messo in discussione...lì cominciò ad avere paura. La sua sicurezza, che l'aveva sempre accompagnata come un tatuaggio indelebile, era svanita...cominciò a sentirsi debole, indifesa ed esposta. La sua maschera era finalmente caduta. Un bene, penserete voi...invece no, perchè tutto ciò che si era tenuta dentro era troppo intenso, troppo sconvolgente e troppo troppo fragile per soppravvivere all'esterno. Nessuno può dividere tutto questo con me, si diceva lei...sono troppo, troppo di tutto per poterlo anche solo sperare.
    Mentre da una parte rivoleva la sua maschera, per potersi proteggere, dall'altro desiderava davvero che qualcuno potesse guardarle dentro in modo da poterla finalmente vedere.
    Perchè ci vuole pratica per confrontarsi, bisogna saper scendere a compromessi e mettersi nei panni degli altri...ma nessun libro o canzone gli e lo aveva mai insegnato.
    Rimase rinchiusa in questo limbo a lungo, conoscendosi sempre di più...riconoscendo in se una persona che non sa confrontarsi, ma che invade lo spazio...come un pezzo jazz, apprezzabile solo da un orecchio allenato, appassionato quanto raro. Con le prime delusioni il suo già scarso coraggio vacillava e la tentazione di rimettersi la maschera era sempre più forte.
    Ripensava spesso a quando le bastava sognare un futuro in cui non sarebbe mai più rimasta sola, in cui sarebbe stata la persona che credeva di voler essere...le sembrava facile, pensare di uscire dal suo guscio, non credeva che ne avrebbe tratto un dolore insopportabile e un continuo senso di inadeguatezza...
    Allora si richiuse in se stessa, nel suo mondo fatto di libri e musica, pieno di significati profondi visibili solo a lei, convinta ormai che nessuno la poteva più capire. La maschera era tornata a coprire il suo viso, ancora più salda e spessa di quella del passato, resa impenetrabile dalle delusioni raccolte lungo la strada della Consapevolezza...
    Adesso, nonostante quella spessa maschera copra ancora il suo viso, ha ancor più paura...di perdersi dentro se stessa, di indurirsi al punto di non saper più riconoscere il Vero, che dei suoi sogni era sempre l'indiscusso protagonista. Ora non sogna più e spera solo di non farsi altro male.
    Vorrebbe riuscire a sognare di nuovo...tornando a prima che tutto diventasse grigio.
     
                                                       
     
    January 05

    a domanda rispondo...Silverstein

                                      
     
     
     
    I'm cutting through, you're bleeding out
    And I would tell the truth, but I can't help myself
    Red rushes out, dissect this nerve
    And I'll stop myself before I reach my cell

    I wasn't asking for the world
    And you know that I'm not one to follow through
    All these city streets the people look the same
    And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
    I wasn't asking for the world

    You're stabbing in. Permanent scars
    And you'll justify it all inside yourself
    You've finished me, my pulse is gone
    And you're satisfied to put this all to hell

    I wasn't asking for the world
    And you know that I'm not one to follow through
    All these city streets the people look the same
    And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
    I wasn't asking for the world

    Drink the poison, when you think it's over
    (Drink the poison)
    Stabbing yourself, when you think it's too late
    Tragic endings are your thing, you love them
    (Tragic endings)
    You love letting go, the ending's the same
    Drink the poison, when you think it's over
    (Drink the poison)
    Inevitable, Verona lives inside of you

    I wasn't asking for the world
    And you know that I'm not one to follow through
    All these city streets the people look the same
    And I can see your face, and I can hear your name
    I wasn't asking for the world

     
    December 29

    chissà se esiste davvero...io sogno e spero fermamente!

                                                                
    December 24

    If I were a boy

    If I were a boy
    Even just for a day
    I’d roll outta bed in the morning
    And throw on what I wanted then go
    Drink beer with the guys
    And chase after girls
    I’d kick it with who I wated
    And I’d never get confronted for it.
    Cause they’d stick up for me.


    If I were a boy
    I think I could understand
    How it feels to love a girl
    I swear I’d be a better man.
    I’d listen to her
    Cause I know how it hurts
    When you lose the one you wanted
    Cause he’s taken you for granted
    And everything you had got destroyed

    If I were a boy
    I could turn off my phone
    Tell evveryone it’s broken
    So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
    I’d put myself first
    And make the rules as I go
    Cause I know that she’d be faithful
    Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

    It’s a little too late for you to come back
    Say its just a mistake
    Think I’d forgive you like that
    If you thought I would wait for you
    You thought wrong

    (Chorus)

    But you’re just a boy
    You don’t understand
    Yeah you don’t understand
    How it feels to love a girl someday
    You wish you were a better man
    You don’t listen to her
    You don’t care how it hurts
    Until you lose the one you wanted
    Cause you’ve taken her for granted
    And everything you have got destroyed

    But you’re just a boy

    December 18

    Way back into love...

     
    I've been living with a shadow overhead
    I've been sleeping with a cloud above my head
    I've been lonely for so long
    trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

    I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
    Just in case I ever need them again someday
    I’ve been setting aside time, to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

    All I wanna do is find a way back into love
    I can’t make it through without a way back into love

    I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
    I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
    I know that it’s out there
    There’s got to be something for my soul somewhere

    I've been looking for someone to shed some light
    Not somebody just to get me through the night
    I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

    All I wanna do is find a way back into love
    I can’t make it through without a way back into love
    and If I open my heart again
    I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

    There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
    or if anybody feels the way I feel
    I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

    All I wanna do is find a way back into love
    I can’t make it through without a way back into love
    and If I open my heart to you

    I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
    And if you help me to start again
    You know that I'll be there for you in the end
    December 11

    I'm still breathing...

     

    I leave the gas on, walk the alleys in the dark 
    sleep with candles burning, I leave the door unlocked 
    I’m weaving a rope and, running all the red lights 
    did I get your attention cause I’m sending all the signs (that) 
    the clock is ticking, and I’ll be giving my two weeks 
    your favorite shade of black, you best prepare a speech 
    say something funny, say something sweet 
    but don’t say that you loved me 

    Cause I’m still breathing 
    And we’ve been dead for a while 
    this sickness has no cure 
    we’re going down for sure 
    already lost a grip 
    best abandoned ship 

    Maybe I was too pale, mabye I was to fat 
    maybe you had better, better luck in the sack 
    no formal education and I swore way to much 
    but I swear you didn’t fucking care cause we were in love 
    so as I write this letter and shead my last tear 
    its all for the better than we had this year 
    lets close this chapter, say one last prayer 
    but don’t say that you loved me 

    Cause I’m still breathing 
    And we’ve been dead for a while 
    this sickness has no cure 
    we’re going down for sure 
    we’ve been diagnosed, so lets give up the ghost 
    Cause I’m still breathing 
    And we’ve been dead for a while 
    this sickness has no cure 
    we’re going down for sure 
    already lost a grip 
    best abandond ship 

    …oh I’m still breathing… 
    …I’m still breathing…

    December 05

    oddio!!! mi tocca scrivere...e invece no!!!!

    Proprio oggi!!! Lasciamo che qualcun altro (in questo caso i Blink 182) parlino per me!!!
     
     
     
                                                           
     
    November 18

    It's amazing..all that we could do...

     
    Do it now
    You know you are
    You feel it in your heart
    And you're burning and wishin

    At 1st wait, it won't be on a plate
    Your gonna work for it harder and harder

    And I know cause I've been there before
    Knockin on that door with rejection
    And you'll see cause if it's ment to be
    Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams

    It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
    It's amazing it makes my heart sing
    Now it's up to you

    Pacience now frustration in the air
    And people who don't care
    Well, it's gonna get you down
    And you'll fall
    Yes you will hit a wall
    Than get back up on your feet
    And you'll be stronger and smarter


    And I know I've been there before
    Knockin on that door
    wont take no for an answer
    And you'll see cause if it's ment to be
    Nothing can compare to deserving your dreams

    It's amazing it's amazing all that you can do
    It's amazing
    it makes my heart sing
    Now it's up to you

    November 05

    ...novembre

     

    Ho difeso le mie scelte, io ho creduto nelle attese, io ho saputo dire spesso di no
    con te non ci riuscivo.
    Ho indossato le catene, io ho i segni delle pene, lo so, che non volendo ricorderò
    quel pugno nello stomaco.

    A novembre
    la città si spense in un istante
    tu dicevi basta e io restavo inerme
    il tuo ego è stato sempre più forte
    di ogni mia convinzione.
    A
    novembre
    la città si accende in un istante
    il mio corpo non si veste più di voglie
    e tu non sembri neanche più così forte
    come ti credevo un anno fa
    novembre.

    Ho dato fiducia al buio ma ora sto
    in piena luce e in bilico tra estranei
    che mi contendono la voglia di rinascere


    A
    novembre
    la città si spense in un istante
    tu dicevi basta e io restavo inerme
    il tuo ego è stato sempre più forte
    di ogni mia convinzione.
    A
    novembre
    la città si accende in un istante
    il mio corpo non si veste più di voglie
    e tu non sembri neanche più così forte
    come ti credevo un anno fa
    novembre.

    E tu parlavi senza dire niente
    cercavo invano di addolcire quel retrogusto amaro
    di una preannunciata fine.

    ...è sempre destabilizzante come certe canzoni entrano nella tua vita, ma lo è ancora di più quanto queste ti rispecchiano...
    Il mio Dicembre in questo Novembre, il 5... E questo non lo rende meno vero.
     
     
    October 17

    ...disturbia...

     

    What’s Wrong with Me ?
    Why do I feel like this ?
    I’m going Crazy now

    No more gas in the Red
    Can’t even get it started
    Nothin heard Nothin Said
    Can’t even speak about it
    I’m Alive I’m Ahead
    Feels like I’m Goin Insane (yea)

    It’s a thief in the night to come and grab you
    It can creep up inside you and consume you
    A disease of the mind it can control you
    It’s too close for comfort

    Put on your pretty lights
    You’re in the city of wonder
    Ain’t gon pray tonight
    Watch out you might just go under
    Better think twice
    Your Train of Thought will be altered
    So if you must falter be wise
    Your Minds in Disturbia
    It’s like the darkness in light
    Disturbia
    Am I scaring you tonight
    Disturbia
    Ain’t used to what you like
    Disturbia
    Distrurbia

    Funny pictures on the wall
    It’s like they talkin’ to me
    Disconnectin on call
    The phone don’t even ring
    I gotta get out
    Or figure this s**t out
    It’s too close to comfort

    It’s a thief in the night to come and grab you
    It can creep up inside you and consume you
    A disease of the mind it can control you
    I Feel like a Monster (Oh)

    Put on your pretty lights
    You’re in the city of wonder
    Ain’t gon pray tonight
    Watch out you might just go under
    Better think twice
    Your Train of Thought will be altered
    So if you must falter be wise
    Your Minds in Disturbia
    It’s like the darkness in light
    Disturbia
    Am I scaring you tonight
    Disturbia
    Ain’t used to what you like
    Disturbia
    Distrurbia

    Release me from this curse I’m in
    Trying to maintain but I’m struggelin’
    If You can’t Can’t Go Go Go
    Think I’m gonna Ah Ah Ah Ah

    October 13

    Sorry seems to be the hardest word...

     

    What have I got to do to make you love me
    what have I got to do to make you care
    what do I do when lightning strikes me
    and I wake to find that you're not there

    What have I got to do to make you want me
    what have I got to do to be heard
    what do I say when it's all over
    and sorry seems to be the hardest word

    It's sad, so sad
    It's a sad, sad situation
    and it's getting more and more absurd

    It's sad, so sad
    why can't we talk it over
    oh it seems to me
    that sorry seems to be the hardest word

    It's sad, so sad
    It's a sad, sad situation
    and it's getting more and more absurd

    It's sad, so sad
    why can't we talk it over
    oh it seems to me
    that sorry seems to be the hardest word

    What have I got to do to make you love me, ohh
    what have I got to do to be heard
    what do I do when lightning strikes me
    what have I got to do
    what have I got to do
    when sorry seems to be the hardest word
    when sorry seems to be the hardest word

    September 28

    per noi...

     
     
    You look so beautiful today,
    when your sitting there it's hard for me to look away.
    So I try to find the words that I could say.
    I know distance doesn't matter, but you feel so far away.
    and I can't lie but everytime I leave my heart turns gray,
    and I, wanna come back home to see your face and I,
    cuz I just cant take it!

    Another day without you with me,
    is like a blade that cuts right through me,
    but I can wait I can wait forever
    when you call my heart stops beating,
    but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding
    I can wait I can wait forever...

    You look so beautiful today
    its like everytime I turn around I see your face.
    The thing I miss the most is, waking up next to you!
    when I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay.
    and I can't lie, but everytime I leave my heart turns gray.
    and I, I wanna come back home to see your face and I,
    cuz I just cant take it!


    Another day without you with me,
    is like a blade that cuts right through me
    but I can wait I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
    when you call my heart stops beating, but when ur gone it wont stop bleeding
    but I can wait I can wait I can wait forever...

    I know it feels like forever,
    guess that's just the price I gotta pay.
    but when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
    (makes it better)
    til that day theres nothing else that I can do,
    and I just cant take it!...
    September 23

    cambi di stagione e d'opinione...

     
    When I get to Warwick Avenue
    Meet me by the entrance of the tube
    We can talk things over little time
    But promise me you wont stand by the light

    When I get to Warwick Avenue
    Please draw the past and be true
    Don’t think we’re okay
    Just because I’m here
    You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

    I’m leaving you for the last time baby
    You think you’re loving,
    But you don’t love me
    And I’ve been confused
    Outta my mind lately
    You think you’re loving,
    But I want to be free, baby
    You’ve hurt me.

    When I get to Warwick Avenue
    We’ll spend an hour but no more than two
    Our only chance to speak once more
    I showed you answers, now here’s the door

    When I get to Warwick Avenue
    I’ll tell baby there we’re through

    Cause I’m leaving you for the last time baby
    You think you’re loving,
    But you don’t love me
    And I’ve been confused
    An outta my mind lately
    You think you’re loving,
    But you don’t love me
    I want to be free, baby
    You’ve hurt me.

    All the days spent together
    I wish for better,
    And I didn’t want the train to come
    Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
    Seems like we never started
    All those days spent together
    When I wished for better
    And I didn’t want the train to come.

    No, no.

    You think you’re loving
    But you don’t love me
    I want to be free, baby
    You’ve hurt me
    You don’t love me
    I want to be free
    Baby you’ve hurt me

    September 01

    back from Lazise!!!!

    Sono tornata!!!
    Estate troppo troppo breve!!!
    Godetevi le foto!!!
                  Wawi Cuore rosso Batumi
     
     
    Dicono di me,
    che sono un bastardo, bugiardo e lo fanno senza un perchè...
    Dicono di me,
    che sono una strega drogata e truccata e piena di sè...
    E dicono di me,
    che sono una stupida frase da dire davanti a un caffè...

    E invece no, nessuno sa.
    E invece no, nessuno sa.
    Che avrei soltanto l'amore per lei...
    Per lei che ha il nome di un fiore, per lei...
    Per lei..

    Dicono di me,
    che sono una stupida frase da dire davanti a un caffè...
    Dicono di me,
    che sono un serpente con ali da diavolo e un cuore da re...
    Ecco perchè, nessuno sa.
    Ecco perchè, nessuno sa.
    Ecco perchè, nessuno sa.
    Nessuno sa....

    Che avrei soltanto l'amore per lei...
    Per lei che ha il nome di un fiore per lei...
    Per lei che è l'unica al mondo, per lei...
    Per lei che è l'unica al mondo, per lei...
    Ed ogni raggio di luna è per lei...
    Ed ogni raggio di luna è per lei...
    Lei...(LUI)

     

    Lui...che ne ha viste e sopportate di ogni in quest' estate magica ;

    Lui...e ai suoi baci, quando il mondo si ferma;

    Lui...che alla fine, è sempre spettinato;

    Lui...che mi fa sempre ridere tra le lacrime;

    Lui...che è l'amore di questa vita e anche della prossima.

     


    July 24

    riflessioni

     
    Delle volte è davvero difficile comunicare, soprattutto se la distanza e gli impegni ci mettono lo zampino. Sei costretto a metterti in discussione molto più spesso di quanto si pensi e non sempre se ne esce vincenti...
    Credo che ognuno sappia quando passa il segno e finisce per diventare un patetico riflesso di se stesso. Di recente mi sta capitando spesso, ho fatto scelte azzardate e ho perso la fiducia in me stessa. Mi ritrovo qui ad aspettare risposte a domande che so di aver fatto, ma che so anche di aver posto nel modo sbagliato. Come è difficile andar via, quando vuoi scendere da un treno mente va...recita una canzone. Ma se potessi tornare indietro, certe cose le direi diversamente. Sento di aver rovinato qualcosa di puro e bellissimo. Ho imparato a capire che i silenzi, che ho sempre interpretato come noncuranza, spesso nascondono una forte sensibilità. A volte cerco sostegno con così tanta energia da rasentare la pazzia, invece forse dovrei solo stare calma e chiedere. Forse ha ragione quando mi dice che lui è così e basta, prendere o lasciare...amare non significa anche accettare l'altro per ciò che è? Non ha senso voler cambiare gli altri...quando siamo noi i primi a non volerlo fare. Forse non si entra nella vita degli altri finchè non lo si vuole fortissimamente, accettandoli per come sono e a volte sforzandosi di capire. Credere nell'amore è forse da stupidi? Nel sentirsi avvolti in un immenso e stupendo calore che riempie anima e corpo? Nel lasciarsi andare ad esso come una foglia nel vento?
    Il bello delle proprie esigenze è che quando vengono soddisfatte, scopri che non ti servono più. Ma non credo che essere amati sia un'esigenza, semmai è un privilegio...di cui sarò per sempre immensamente grata.
    July 20

    from carrie...and rihanna

     
    In amore c'è una linea sottile che intercorre tra il piacere e il dolore. Infatti si dice comunemente che un rapporto senza dolore non vale la pena di essere vissuto. Per alcuni, il dolore implica una crescita...come si fa a sapere dove finisce il dolore della crescita e dove inizia il dolore della pena? Continuare a percorrere quella linea sottile è da masochisti o da ottimisti? Quando si parla di amore, come si fa a sapere quand è che basta?
     
     
     
     Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
    A standing ovation
    Oooooo, Yeah
    Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

    You look so dumb right now
    Standing outside my house
    Trying to apologize
    You’re so ugly when you cry
    Please, just cut it out

    Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
    Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
    But you put on quite a show
    You really had me going
    But now it’s time to go
    Curtain’s finally closing
    That was quite a show
    Very entertaining
    But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
    Go on and take a bow

    Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
    You better hurry up
    Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
    Talkin’ bout'
    Girl, I love you, you’re the one
    This just looks like a re-run
    Please, what else is on (on)

    And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
    Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
    But you put on quite a show
    You really had me going
    But now it’s time to go
    Curtain’s finally closing
    That was quite a show
    Very entertaining
    But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
    Go on and take a bow

    Oh, And the award for

    The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
    For making me believe (that you)
    That you could be faithful to me
    Let's hear your speech, Oh

    How about a round of applause
    A standing ovation

    But you put on quite a show
    Really had me going
    Now it’s time to go
    Curtain’s finally closing
    That was quite a show
    Very entertaining
    But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
    Go on and take a bow
    But it’s over now